We had an
appointment, midnight in the garden. But it's nearly 12.30 and she
hasn't shown. We've chatted on Facebook until I thought I knew her,
yet she's blown me off the bitch. Got me all turned on, then left me
here out in the cold.
I get up, ready to
leave. But freeze and close my eyes. I can feel her. How can that
be? I look around. There is nobody there. But I know she is. It's
almost as if she is inside me.
“On your knees.” I
feel her breath ruffle my hair, sending heat shooting down my spine
straight to my clit.
I lower myself to
my knees on the dew-damp grass. My nostrils are filled with the
lawn's perfume I had never realised that grass could smell so good.
It makes me want to bury my face in its wet leaves. But before the
urge becomes overwhelming...
“Don't turn your
head, or look at me. Do you understand me?” I nod my head, struck
dumb by her presence. She grabs my hair. “I didn't hear you. Do
you understand me.” This time I find my voice. “Yes mistress.”
She still holds my
hair, her grip on the verge of being painful. I am so glad that she
is there, touching me. “Do you want to please me?” Her breath
on my neck again, sending shivers through my body and raising
goosebumps down my back. “Yes mistress.”
She releases my
hair and I hear her open a zip pocket. The next moment, she slips a
collar around my neck. The coolness of the leather burning my flesh
like dry ice. Then she attaches a lead and gives it a playful tug.
“When I was
young, I had a puppy. I loved that puppy more than life itself. But
my father was a useless drunk and one day he came home from the pub
to find that my puppy had peed in his slipper. He went crazy and
kicked my poor little puppy to death. Then he laughed as I screamed
at him through my tears that I would kill him. He was laughing on
the other side of his face the next time he fell into a drunken sleep
in his armchair though. I went into the kitchen, got mummy's biggest
knife and slit the no-good bastards throat.
I stood by him,
blood dripping onto the carpet from the knife's blade, as I watched
the life leave him. At first, it was in a gush, then a trickle, then
a dribble. The blood began to congeal on my fingers, gluing the
knife to my hand but I still stood there, until his eyes finally
glazed over and I knew he was gone.
Now, you are going
to be my puppy. My puppy did everything it could to please me. It
loved me without me having to do anything in return. Completely
unconditional love. Do you understand what I want from you?”
“Yes mistress.”
How could I not? There was an almost telepathic link between us.
She wanted me to know what she expected me to do, without her even
having to say anything. To be her obedient, loving puppy. And I
would do my utmost to please her.
I placed my hands
on the wet grass, waiting there expectantly on my hands and knees to
fulfil my mistress's every desire. She pats my shoulder and begins
slowly walking forward. I keep in front of her, sensing directions
from the subtle changes of pressure on my lead. I know this is a
test, I can feel her eyes boring into me, watching my every move,
reading my mind, searching my very soul.
I so badly want to
look up, to see her face. Even if it is only for a brief second.
But I know that it would displease her. It is not simply that I fear
making her angry, I truly want to please her. To make my mistress
happy.
“I know you want
to see me but you have to earn that right.” Can she really read my
mind? I hear her chuckle behind me, as if in answer to my mental
question. I am paying so much attention to my mistress that I don't
see a man approaching us until a voice says “Good evening ladies.
It's a lovely night for a walk isn't it.” I start to turn my head
away from him, to hide my shame but a tug on the lead tells me to
keep looking straight forward. “Good evening to you sir. It is
indeed a beautiful evening.” My mistress replies. And with that,
the man is lost behind us.
We keep to the
grass, my mistress conscious of not wanting to hurt my knees by
making me follow her on the gravel path. Fortunately, we don't meet
another soul and we reach the end of the memorial gardens without any
further incident.
“Bear with me my
pet, it is only a little further.” Tentatively, I cross the path,
the gravel is sharp but doesn't pierce my skin and I know my mistress
is pleased that I don't complain. Back on soft grass once more, we
continue until we reach a large mausoleum. A large, cast-iron gate
is standing open before us. Leaving a black hole like the eye socket
in a corpse.
I hesitate, fear
of the dark preventing me from entering. But a flick of the lead and
an encouraging “It's OK puppy.” eases my nerves and I walk
through the portal to stand on a cold stone floor.
The lead falls
across my back and I hear the gate creak, then the latch click into
place. The hairs on the back of my neck stand on end, like the
hackles of a dog, then she takes hold of the lead once more and urges
me on by giving it a flick.
As before, I rely
on changes in the tension on the lead to know where to go. My
mistress never has to speak to me, never has to correct me. Even
though I can't see where we are going, I trust her completely. I
instinctively know that she will keep me safe from harm.
A gentle tug of
the lead stops me. The lead falls across my back again, then a door
opens. There is the strangest smell, mould mixed with spices. Then
a match flares and my mistress lights a candle. I have to close my
eyes to avoid the bright light until my eyes adjust. But before I
can open them once more, my mistress places a blindfold around my
head.
“You have been
such a good puppy so far.” She pats my head affectionately and I
almost whimper in pleasure. “Do you still want to please me little
puppy?” I don't hesitate to think. “Of course I do mistress.”
“Good girl. Remove your clothes and lie on your back.
Even though I am
blindfolded, I know that she is watching my every move. I feel her
watching as I remove my blouse. I can feel the heat from her eyes on
my breasts as I unfasten my bra. Her lust is a tangible force to my
heightened senses. Causing my already aroused pussy to become even
wetter.
I undo my shoes,
slip off my skirt, then wriggle out of my knickers. Naked before
her, I lie on my back, totally vulnerable before her. Willingly
sacrificing myself to her desire. I don't hear her move but suddenly
feel her breath on my belly, ruffling the short hairs of my sex as
she inhales my scent, huffing on my thigh as she exhales.
My senses are in
overdrive. I silently beg her to touch me and she laughs. Roughly,
she spreads my legs wider. She strokes my belly. “Good puppy.”
She whispers. Her hand traces the contours of my thigh, before
returning upwards.
There is a pause,
then, incredibly gently, her finger dips into my sex. She withdraws
it again, presenting it to me. “Suck it clean.” She instructs
me. And I do, just like a puppy at its mummy's teat. My mistress
repeats the process and again, I greedily suck her finger clean. “You
like that, don't you puppy?”
I fidget in
anticipation and the atmosphere suddenly changes. “You bad dog!
You're like a little bitch in heat!” Those dreaded words. Bad
dog! I physically cower but she grabs my thigh, holding my legs
apart. Suddenly, she slaps my pussy. Pain shoots through me. But,
at the same time, so does an even greater thrill of pleasure.
Nobody has ever
done this to me before. My clit instantly jumps to attention and I
can feel my cum building up inside me. Slap. The flat of her hand
lands perfectly on my sex again. I let out a yelp of pain but it is
almost half hearted. The pleasure is too great for me to protest too
loudly in case my mistress stops. The third slap sounds decidedly
wet. With the fourth, cum is starting to run down between my cheeks.
The fifth slap actually splashes my cum over my thighs.
“What a little
bitch you are! You are enjoying this too much. Roll over.”
Reluctantly I comply. “Is that how a good puppy stands?” I get
on my hands and knees. Roughly, she forces my legs apart with her
booted foot. “Stay still!” I hear her walk away. There is the
sound of a drawer opening, of her searching for something. Then she
walks back to me.
I want to look so
hard it almost hurts. I want to see what she has, what she is going
to do to me next. But good puppies don't do that and I so want to be
a good puppy. Something brushes the lips of my sex, then a huge
dildo rams into my depths. There is no time for my pussy to adapt to
this invader, my mistress begins to fuck me with it straight away.
And I love it. I can't get enough. But this time, I have the good
sense to stay perfectly still.
I can feel my warm
cum running down my cold thighs. My mistress's breath is hot upon my
back as she vigorously works her toy in and out of me. I have no
idea of the size of her toy but it feels huge. My pussy is stretched
deliciously to the edge of being too painful to bear. And it loves
every minute as much as the rest of me.
I am on the brink
of a massive orgasm when my mistress stops. “Do you think I'm
going to let you off so easily? What about my pleasure?” She
moves to stand before, the smell of her leather boots and aroused
state filling my nostrils.
I stay there for
what seems like a long time before she speaks to me again. Finally,
“Lick my boots clean.” I pause, uncertain which one to lick
first and she raises her right one up on its high heel. I lick from
the very tip up to where it ends a fraction below her knee. “Carry
on!” I start over again. And again. Until I have covered the
entire boot and my mouth, tongue and jaw muscles are aching. I hope
that she might have pity on me when I am done but she holds her left
boot up ready for my ministrations. “Lick!”
When I eventually
finish this boot as well, my mistress holds the back of my head,
keeping me in place. I am too sore to complain and hope she doesn't
want me to lick anything else, as I don't have any saliva left. But
I soon change my mind when she guides my head to her pussy.
Her smell is
overwhelming, especially as the blindfold has heightened my other
senses. Her pheromones are driving me crazy and my juices are
running down my legs in anticipation of what is going to happen next.
She pushes my face into her sex. “Lick it clean, there's a good
puppy.”
I don't need to be
told twice. My aches and pains are instantly forgotten as I begin to
eagerly lap at her sex. My tongue probes between her lips, flicking
over her bud, before delving into her depths as far as I can get it.
She changes her stance a little to give me better access and I resume
my duties.
Her lips are
shaved and I greedily suck at them to get every last drop of her
ambrosia. I slurp at her inner lips and bud, bury my tongue inside
her, striving to drink her dry. It is an impossible task but I don't
care. I am in heaven. The more I lap at her, the more she cums and
the happier I am. Until finally I feel her body begin to tense.
I redouble my
efforts, working my tongue inside her as if it has a life of its own.
At last, she gushes into my mouth. I try to pull back a little so
that I can breathe but she forces my head into her sex, grinding
herself against my face as she orgasms. With a last shudder, she
finishes, pulling away from me as she steps back.
“That's a good
dog. I'm sorry I was angry with you before.” She strokes my head,
her hand moving to caress my shoulders, then my back. If I had a
tail, I would be wagging it like crazy. I've been good and she loves
me again.
I sense her kneel
down and she kisses me. Her tongue explores my mouth, sending shock
waves of pleasure to my clit. Then she bites my lower lip as she
withdraws. I feel hot blood flowing from her love bite but it doesn't
hurt. She moves closer again, her hot breath on my cheek. Her
tongue brushes over my lips, licking away my blood.
“Ummmm. You
taste so sweet.” Her breath moves down to my throat. She kisses
me again, wrapping her arms around me in her passion, her arousal. I
hear her growl somewhere deep in her throat. Passion mixing with her
primal need. Then there are sharp teeth, a moment of gorgeous pain.
“There's a good puppy. You'll always be my puppy, won't you?
Always.”
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